My effort is about - the experience. We may hear about patients, but do not understand just how hard the process might be.
The pain with a heart attack is unbelievable, then they tell you an operation on your heart will allow the docs to know just how much damage you have sustained. A complete OR and you take your pants down for all the nurses and attendants and wonder ' can I live longer?'
6 times in the OR and years go by. With utter amazement, football, music, movies and most importantly - family and another birthday passes - yet with hope and moderation in everything - you hang 'in.
Then, the big 'C' and you really know that 'thing inside you, wherever it is' is dangerous and can stop you at any time. The docs will tell you this is dangerous and must be fixed, now! All the investigation on which process is a pressure you cannot escape, mentally hard before and when you go through the treatment. Getting to 5 years is a thankful number- then you just keep living because this entire health thing is hard, really hard. But .................
Finally - Positive, because a negative gets you nowhere. One of my essays in my book - on Amazon.