- ...ummed that I was going to be there, but many of our friends that we enjoy this event so much with wouldn't be. It wasn't going to be the same.
- Today I became resigned to the fact that these championships are not going to happen - it's just a matter of time (in fact, it could happen by the time I finish writing this). He's not and his teammates and coaches aren't either. But I am. And I'm OK with it - it's the right thing to do.
It's been a hell of a roller coaster but I've come to the realization that I have spent far too much time over the past few days worrying about how all this affects us (meaning our family specifically and all the wrestlers in general). That's not really the point of what's going on. These championships are the pot of at the end of a very long rainbow for just about all involved. And it really sucks and isn't fair. But life isn't always fair either and what's great about wrestling is that it prepares you for that. This will end up being just a small footnote in their lives. The journey to reach this point (meaning competing at NCAAs) is what will have the last effect on ALL of the athletes.
I don't expect him to feel the same way today, tomorrow, next week or maybe much longer. But he'll figure it out soon enough.