To keep it short, here is just one example of why I feel the way I do from some years ago:It's hard to escape our upbringing. No matter how well our intentions are. Outside looking in...nah. I'm not going to judge.
https://www.usmagazine.com/celebrit...or-to-her-kids-exes-youre-dead-to-me-w158627/
Key text:
"In return, O’Connor had some things to say to her four kids including her sons Jake, 28, Shane, 11, and Yeshua, 8, and her daughter, Roisin, 19. “You’re dead to me. You killed your mother.”
Look at that again, when two of the kids were only 11 years old and 8 years old at the time.
All I'll say is I am sorry for your loss and leave it at that. I am glad you found inner strength for your son's sake....After my daughter died I absolutely did. In the end we live for our son...