I think either the russians or Jammenz has hacked redblades account
National duals + conspiracy theory + Cael losing at something + Cael fearful of something = Jammenz
Curses, I've been sussed!
But careful, Dunkej, I don't think I said Cael was fearful of anything - more that he had a bad taste in his mouth after that defeat. As I recall, Cael was pretty outspoken about his frustration with his team's performance after that weekend. I wish I could find the quote again, but included was a comment something along the lines of: " ...and wrestling is supposed to be FUN! You get to pick people up and throw them down! And you only get four years of this, and then it's over..."
I remember being struck by that - the idea that your time on the mat was so finite, and you had to seize the day - and the sense he seemed to convey that a change of culture was needed.