I am definitely not brain washed. I'm a scientist and read all of the underlying papers. I understand the science. I *do* get a flu vaccine every year and have all of my covid boosters. I also have never gotten covid despite multiple close exposures.
The mRNA vaccines are safe and effective. I'd be happy to share all of the peer reviewed papers that show this, if you are actually willing to read them.
No idea if you attended PSU or a are just a fan, but either way I'd hope you embrace knowledge and facts, and if you aren't willing to take the time to understand the science yourself, then trust the people who dedicate their entire lives to this sort of thing.